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Ninja Squad Epidemik Internally Bleeding The things I’ve seen in life will make you choke by surprise Like an aborted fetus in a jar that opened its eyes Provoking my demise, I’ll leave your spirit broken inside Like the feeling of 50 million people hoping you’d die And niggaz wonder why my heart is filled of anger Don’t cross me nigga coz I know ways to kill you with a coat hanger I strangled out the pain until my soul was empty and cold Crippled and worthless, so I thought it could never be sold My mother told me that placing my faith in God was the answer But then I hated God cause he gave my best friend cancer Killing us slow like the feds did to Black Panthers The genesis of genocide is like a Pagan religion, not an answer Carefully hidden, woven into the holidays of a Christian I had a vision of liftin a nuclear holocaust on top of me And this is prophecy, the words that I speak from my lungs The severed head of John the Baptist speaking in tongues Like “Cheke Vara” my soliloquies speak to a gun paint in slow motion like trees that reach for the sun Nigga the preaching is done cause I don’t got a Dj Like Reverand Run, I curse the life of any man who kills Benevolent ones, I never asked to be the messenger But I was chosen to speak the words of every African slave Dumped into the ocean, stolen by America Tortured, buried, and frozen written in history books Your children are holding, internally bleeding, cold blooded Stripped of emotion, I go through motions, but theres no Life in my eyes, its like I’m hooked up to a respirator Waiting to die, hooked up to the fucking chair Waiting to fry, sooth an electrocution currently used In my execution, producing thoughts at the speed of light Burning confusion, I’m losing my sight, breathing is tight The evening is white, I made my peace with the Lord now I stand on his right Hook: Death is another part of life These are my last words, I’m having difficulty breathing Dying on the inside, internally bleeding Angel of death dragging me away while I’m sleeping Watching my world crumble in front of me, searching for meaning These are my last words, I’m having difficulty breathing Dying on the inside, internally bleeding Angel of death dragging me away while I’m sleeping Watching the world crumble in front of me, searching for meaning Inside and out, if you internally bleedin then there’s no way to go about life, in a state of mind lower than most of the other guys, whose lives are attained in imperfect states, but once reached, have sustained their reign, no one knows the pain, the struggles I have put forth, losing the game, trying to sleep with the backdoor open again, but ask yourself, what is left in the end, when the research is done, when you backpeddlin discoverin traces of one, never found until after the time had come, my time is up, time to run, an escape from the existence in which I inhabit under the corrosive sun, it’s proposed, appreciation, is what’s to be attained, and I do what I can, how come it hurts so bad the outside displays what I’m feeling, my demeanor is in season, on the inside, hide, reasons why my thoughts are this way, bein me, the exterior displays emotions transferred from the interior, hidden away, I try to fight it, then, Jealousy’s ignited as I’m seeing other’s happiness revisited, implying, sarcastically, that I’m now blacklisted and diminished and, to the rest of these foes, I’m optimistic, keeping the best in their interests I’m all but dismissed, what’s the reason for this, when two differences heart beat as one, but then they feel overcome by pressure, as they stare each other down in the hallway, like madmen, it’s tough when, sunsets at 3 o’clock, reasons you might not understand, but I’m ready to slam close my casket, it’ll never be the same, from days gone by, rewind to an easier time, easier lifestyle, and simpler state of mind, it’s a crime that They’re telling me it’s okay, to feel this way, 30 years from today, I’ll take a look back to these years, and what I was dealt, and I’ll retract all my steps just to find out there was really nothing left |
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